Frustration!

So we went in for our ultrasound today and again we left full of frustration and not knowing what is going on. The Dr. could kind of see the baby but it wasn't clear and she couldn't see the baby's heartbeat so she says she can't say it's 100% a viable baby until she see the heartbeat. She also said that the baby was only measuring at 7 weeks but that she should still be able to see a heartbeat. She said that my HCG numbers don't look horrible and my odds of this working out aren't horrible but she just can't tell me 100% yet. Grrrr!!! I am super frustrated! I still have faith that this little one will pull through it is just really hard to wait any longer since we have waited for this for soooooo long!! The Dr. said that she would like to get a better view of the baby and that either her equipment doesn't work as well or she just doesn't know how to do it (yeah she said that) so she wants me to go to a radiologist and have an ultrasound with them and see what they can see. I am kind of thinking that I may just wait a couple of weeks before I go in for another ultrasound so we can see the baby better. I figure that if the baby is viable it will still be there in 2 weeks to look at and if not then my body will let it go. I am praying about this decision and hoping that I can make the right one. I will keep update the blog when I make my decision.