Today I went to the Radiologist to have an ultrasound to see if they could actually see the baby and figure out why I had the bleeding and all that. Well it isn't good news. Apparently the sac that they had seen in the beginning has gotten smaller than it was last week and they can't see a baby but just a bunch of fleshy material. So they are not sure exactly what happened but there is no baby. They had me come in to get my HCG tested again to see if it had gone down and they said that the goal was to get it to go back down to zero. Well the result came back and my HCG has gone up to 9000+. At first they said that I was going to have to either have an endometrial biopsy or schedule a D&C for next week. I told them that I had started bleeding a bit after the ultrasound so they said that I am probably miscarrying now so if I continue bleeding over the weekend I need to go in on Monday to get my HCG tested to see if it has gone down and if it hasn't then I will have to have a D&C sometime next week. They also called me in some pain meds and said that if the pain and bleeding get to bad I will need to go to the ER. So we are waiting it out to see what happens.
I had a really neat blessing that is really comforting me through this trial. I feel very close to my Savior and I know that we will be able to add to our family soon.
Thanks for all your prayers and thoughts.
Maria, my heart breaks for you!! Our hearts and prayers are with you. I know the Lord loves you and I know it will all work out.
ReplyDeleteOh Maria, I'm so sorry! I know there is nothing I can do or say to make you feel better, but please know how much I love you and am praying for you! You are such an amazing person. I know the Lord is watching over you. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. Make sure to take time to care for yourself through all of this. I love you so much!!
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